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UNSTATISFACTORY MARRIAGE

Stella 

I have been married for ten years now and i those years i don't think i have 'COME' ten times, yes i was counting, i have complained and complained, how can my husband just open your legs and just wade in like that regardless, then do whatever and leave me hanging all the damn time?

Sometimes when I even start to feel it, he is done, then he will be like we will continue later, for where, then weeks will pass then the same thing repeats itself.

When i go to him and start to touch after konji want to wound me, he will just lie down there like a log of wood, i will be the one touching and carresing and licking and all, he will won't touch, next thing he go in and finish without considering me, very selfish m#ther focker.

Recently i wanted to go meet him again but i was like, what is the need when after everything he will leave me high and dry. I am not a maniac or anything, I just want to atleast 'COME' or enjoy it whenever we get around to doing it or am i asking for too much?
I am tired of all this nonsense, to think we are both in our early 30s, like is this what i will see for the rest of my life?
I have told him that i no longer enjoy GBENSHING with him and complained about how wack our GBENSHING  life is, at least to me, cuz it seems like he is enjoying himself, only for this man to start hammering on the statement i made about not enjoying gbenshing with him, and trying  to make a big deal out of it and just giving me attitude.

 He is expecting me to apologize for the statement, please is there something wrong with that statement? I just want to have 'COME', plus i really hate to m#sturbate.